my name is gwen. I am usually sad or pensive. I don’t claim to be beautiful, talented, interesting, inspiring, or original. var sc_project=6715908; var sc_invisible=1; var sc_security="a797de31"; Tumblr (3.0; @mesquine)http://mesquine.tumblr.com/“I don’t know if anybody else has this feeling. When you’re walking down the street and you catch your reflection in something like a car window or a shop window and you see your face and you think, ‘Who’s that?’. You know: ‘That’s not me, that doesn’t represent who I am’. And I think I’ve recently discovered what the problem is and it’s a feeling that essentially you’re just in a room full of mirrors. You can shoot at all the reflections, but basically it’s all meaningless because you’re just trapped and you put yourself there. I’ve realised recently that it’s actually worrying about it that’s the fucking problem. It’s actually saying, ‘No, this is me, that’s not me’, and being precious about who you are, because I believe now that everyone changes all the time. I think the most unhealthy thing for a human being is to feel that they have to behave in a certain way because other people expect them to behave like that, or to feel they have to think in a certain way because what happens then is basically your mind goes round in circles.”<br/><br/> - <em>Thom Yorke (via <a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://skeletales.tumblr.com/" target="_blank">skeletales</a>)</em>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/46518910461http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/46518910461Thu, 28 Mar 2013 13:55:43 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7927fcd2476e4baa53e6850d97298d4f/tumblr_mj5kgcBgln1rvgmf9o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/46518878258http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/46518878258Thu, 28 Mar 2013 13:55:13 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/73004ff59101b45b9182dd5947eb97a5/tumblr_mk923qgd7F1rsxh7mo1_400.gif"/><br/><br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/46518803844http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/46518803844Thu, 28 Mar 2013 13:54:06 -0400gifcat<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m38dzq9KLt1qbwsveo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://shesinacoma.tumblr.com/post/22706467519/love-will-tear-us-apart" target="_blank">shesinacoma</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Love Will Tear Us Apart</p> </blockquote>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40318280510http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40318280510Sat, 12 Jan 2013 01:09:56 -0500Joy DivisionIan Curtisgifblack and white<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f99590a594e6622b4341f1a40b88cd1a/tumblr_mgg419JGs71qza84qo1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/77430a915bb78bff16a6b957eb2684e0/tumblr_mgg419JGs71qza84qo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <p>Chloé, pre-fall 2013</p> </blockquote>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40318249302http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40318249302Sat, 12 Jan 2013 01:09:25 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/dc7589460b4d5c006c1ee8bb2b41a6f7/tumblr_mfchopKs0s1qzfeuco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://english-rose.tumblr.com/post/38400681151" target="_blank">english-rose</a>:</p> <blockquote> <div class="post_content clearfix" id="post_content_38400279778"> <div class="caption"> <p>Nimue Smit  in ’An Exceptional Christmas’  by Koto Bolofo for  Dior’s lookbook </p> <div></div> </div> </div> </blockquote>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40182728302http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40182728302Thu, 10 Jan 2013 12:23:38 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f8cb0d4c6e71ea73887db41cc9334118/tumblr_mgdet74kqH1qzffago1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40181363582http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40181363582Thu, 10 Jan 2013 11:58:14 -0500Lindsey Wixson<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m469bzTnOs1qm1l9go1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://marilynne.tumblr.com/post/23229884633/lara-mullen-backstage-jil-sander" target="_blank">marilynne</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Lara Mullen Backstage @ Jil Sander</p> </blockquote>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40157558166http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40157558166Thu, 10 Jan 2013 00:42:50 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c5e4ef2ee408e54309757ed268a4cf6a/tumblr_mgcn6gWhg81s2qnmyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40157533206http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40157533206Thu, 10 Jan 2013 00:42:25 -0500omg“You just like the idea of me. You like the person I present myself under circumstances that I can control. I choose what I say and how I say things. It’s like being attracted to a fictional character in a book. They are scripted and made up. If you think about it, through writings, we all script and make ourselves up. I don’t share the person I become when I am upset. I don’t show you how I look like when I sleep. I don’t tell you about all the times I’ve made someone cry. All the guilty things I’ve done and the bad thoughts I’ve had.”<br/><br/> - <em>Ha<a href="http://bitterexistence.tumblr.com/post/34287024676/you-just-like-the-idea-of-me-you-like-the-person" target="_blank">n</a></em>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40123504318http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40123504318Wed, 09 Jan 2013 17:41:00 -0500quotesayings<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4e8e3639972f3d61e969fac80954e7b4/tumblr_mezzmeM7s91qknjj0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40123394890http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40123394890Wed, 09 Jan 2013 17:40:16 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2ddc811c19fccbf48be64bbcaa11b48b/tumblr_mgblgarwc61r2im93o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40041252450http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/40041252450Tue, 08 Jan 2013 17:29:52 -0500ballet<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/752a7411eee10c3d7d8fb09e31c39025/tumblr_mga7g40oUe1rtq1pjo1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1ee6eabcd1f4a27c180a011ff703f324/tumblr_mga7g40oUe1rtq1pjo2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1162d567137ff9d1a3b387e6662e7337/tumblr_mga7g40oUe1rtq1pjo3_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fd81d13e0bab00beab6158a84608ceda/tumblr_mga7g40oUe1rtq1pjo4_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e5e2d089357f1447d974f34bfd15d08f/tumblr_mga7g40oUe1rtq1pjo5_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2d17e7801e9486214c3a28efcc652c34/tumblr_mga7g40oUe1rtq1pjo6_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d5dd06632b462d4f378f7e3ac0cbad00/tumblr_mga7g40oUe1rtq1pjo7_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/efb35a122abb388711664d37f58f594e/tumblr_mga7g40oUe1rtq1pjo8_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/872cda6c36bc82d895ebe883977d06a5/tumblr_mga7g40oUe1rtq1pjo9_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <p><small><a href="http://j-oplin.tumblr.com/tagged/itsfatammy" target="_blank">It’s Fat Amy (1/2)</a></small></p> </blockquote>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/39978047796http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/39978047796Mon, 07 Jan 2013 21:15:47 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcfxbtJPrn1rxxwrno1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/39170759204http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/39170759204Sat, 29 Dec 2012 19:50:42 -0500gifballet<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/bae49e92d56bbeed9d8176502c9ddf40/tumblr_mex8ysK2MI1qad56lo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://midnight-charm.tumblr.com/post/37787579488/a-silent-romance-natasha-poly-by-willy" target="_blank">midnight-charm</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>“A Silent Romance”</p> <p>Natasha Poly by <span>Willy Vanderperre for Vogue Nippon October 2004</span></p> </blockquote>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/37789186209http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/37789186209Wed, 12 Dec 2012 09:57:34 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc85wktXyO1ri3bldo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lana-del-gay-for-u.tumblr.com/post/34100793066" target="_blank">lana-del-gay-for-u</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>lower half of lana’s face</p> </blockquote>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/37788879574http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/37788879574Wed, 12 Dec 2012 09:49:58 -0500lana del rey<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7gptPqCY1qb7z0qo1_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7gptPqCY1qb7z0qo2_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7gptPqCY1qb7z0qo3_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7gptPqCY1qb7z0qo4_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7gptPqCY1qb7z0qo5_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7gptPqCY1qb7z0qo6_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7gptPqCY1qb7z0qo7_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7gptPqCY1qb7z0qo8_250.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mc7gptPqCY1qb7z0qo9_250.png"/><br/> <br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/37788741750http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/37788741750Wed, 12 Dec 2012 09:46:27 -0500LANA DEL REYFLAWLESSqueen of coney island<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9u1l82jnZ1r60h5mo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p>Teresa Q.</p> </blockquote>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/34067617523http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/34067617523Sun, 21 Oct 2012 20:38:29 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9tnpj6DIE1qm0e7eo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/31237321820http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/31237321820Sun, 09 Sep 2012 20:11:59 -0400gif<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9g0y9uAuJ1qa0k7fo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/31237407416http://mesquine.tumblr.com/post/31237407416Sun, 09 Sep 2012 20:11:49 -0400